Thursday, November 24, 2011
Last weekend, I had the privilege of seeing Mat Kearney perform.
When I ask my friends whether they've heard of him, most say that they don't know him. But most of my American friends do. When i heard that he was going to perform in Madison, I was so excited. I started playing his songs back to back until my roommate becomes familiar with his songs.
His songs are very motivational. His lyrics has substance. When I'm sad or when I'm down, whenever I listen to his songs I feel like he's talking to me. It's like we're in the same boat.
You probably think I'm crazy and lame but sometimes life can be pretty challenging and at times, pretty lonely.
Sometimes you try really hard at something, and you wish so bad that you'd get it. You keep on trying and trying but sometimes trying hard seems pointless and you feel like giving up.
Of course, I tell myself that insyaAllah with good intentions, one day I will be rewarded. But just sometimes when you see how people who don't try hard often do so much better, they get what they want etc.
His songs somehow reflect that he's gone through all that too.
"If you find yourself lost out in this world, then i will find a way back to your side. No mountain is too high, no stone is too small I build a bridge through the fire, for you i would crawl from New York to California..."
From his song "From NY to California".
Okay, so by now you know I love him for his songs, and his music.
So last weekend my friend and I went to Overture Center and I was front row. It was nice because I was surrounded by girls so I felt safe and I didn't feel like I had to restrain myself.
Sometimes I felt like he was looking straight at me. LIKE REALLY STRAIGHT AT ME. I actually chose a bright colored hijab, hoping he'd notice me in the crowd. But then again I thought maybe I was just crazy.
As we were enjoying his performance, there was a group of 5-6 30 year-old women who just came in front of us and were making a racket, being all rowdy and stuff. They were rude, making so much noise when Mat was performing and talking. It was obvious that everyone didn't like them and how they were behaving. Some of them tried to go on stage 3 times. One of his staff had to tell them to get off the stage twice. And after that Mat KEarney had to tell her "Sorry, but you're gonna have to get off stage...".
All I can say is, "IN YOUR FACE!"
So after they left, I was just enjoying the music.
I think Mat was distracted by them, he probably didn't know how to deal with them because they were obviously his fans but they were being a nuisance.
After the concert was over, Liyana and I did our usual thing-- we waited for him at the back door.
After waiting in the cold, he finally came out.
"Hi, I'm Mat," he said.
"Sofiya", I blushed.
"You were in front where you?"
MOMENT OF MY LIFEEEEEEEEE. THERE YOU GO. I WAS NOTICED BY MAT KEARNEY.
Of course, how couldn't he? I was the only girl wearing a head scarf in the whole concert.
I was just so happy <3
Of course after that I felt like I had to say something to him so i said....
"You should come to Malaysia!"
At that moment I was like oh what a stupid thing to say....
"I would love to," he said.
I felt like running away. So stupid haha.
Oh well, it was a good concert :)
I love you Mat KEarney!
Oh moral of the story: when you wanna meet an artist, think ahead of what you wanna say.
AND IM GONNA UPLOAD THE PIC OF US TOGETHER <3
Thursday, November 17, 2011
In between classes, I often need to find an appropriate place to pray.
When I say a place I don't mean a surau or a masjid, but a corner of an empty class or a place in between bookshelves.
A small clean place for us to pray--for only around 10 minutes.
Sometimes your heart beats fast because of the surrounding that you're in while your praying, God knows whether or not my prayers are accapted. I hope so.
But today when I prayed Zuhur at the third floor of the Red Gym, I felt a certain calmness that you can't really describe.
Being a good Muslim can be difficult at times regardless of where you are. But practising Islam in a country where the majority aren't Muslims has certainly opened my eyes. It has made me think and appreciate things which I have taken granted before.
It's funny how this small space can make some people content and happy.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
i know lately, i have been writing a lot about the enviornment and yadda yadda yadda. i know most people would laugh if they heard that i might wanna be an environmentalist because they can't imagine me without my dresses and being a serious person protecting the enviornment.
i think the issue is that most people think that environmentalists only protect the enviornment. when you hear 'enviornmentalist' you might imagine tree-hugging people.
but actually protecting the environment is more than just protecting the ecosystem.
we depend on these resources and how we value and manage them will determine how long we can use them. so if we don't manage this well, then we'll be in a lot of trouble.
coming from a developing country, trust me, i believe that we should thrive in this world and gain economic profit but at the same time i do believe that we should try to sustain what we have. people from certain countries believe that GDP is the real measurement of development but i think that's BS. the GDP doesn't really measure things like happiness. if we really hang on to that yardstick, then we'll be obsessed with making money, wanting to be "developed" like indsutrialized countries. their definition of "development" is different from what ours should be. i think most don't emphasize on spiritual growth and therefore in the race to increase wealth, we often lose our spirituality.
is there a model where we can grow economically and at the same time, sustain our environment? and of course, make sure that we also grow spiritually?
it seems like a lot to do.
trust me, I'm all for development but at the same time i care for the environment and the long term use that it provides.
so many questions, so many issues.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
I had just came back from Chancellor Ward's house. My departments gets invited every once in awhile and I think this is a good way to create some sort of relationship between students and the big people. It doesn't make us feel like we're in an institution, it's more than that. Students were happy when they met the Chancellor and his peers.
It was an interesting night for me.
I wonder we have something similar like this in Malaysia.