Saturday, June 6, 2009

Disappear



http://www.mrx.no/Frognerparken/Regret.html


i apologize to say
that i can no longer stay
and give you your better days

i apologize that you've gained
unnecessary confusion and pain
i apologize i wasn't a good friend
i'm sorry i drove you crazy in the end

i apologize for your skin i've burned
i think we know the lesson learned
don't listen to your heart's desire
or you'll be burned by the deadly fire

warmth and comfort i did intend
but only the friendship i made it bend

you never really told me
you were suffocated by my sincerity

i think it's better i disappear
so we can no longer be near

i'll be the wind that blows your face
something you cannot see, but at times you can embrace

i told you with me you cannot be happy
thus i unlock your chains of misery
now forever i will fly away
hoping you'd find your perfect day

your voice was full of anger
now i don't dare come near
but i tell myself it's okay
you don't need me here anyway

although earlier on i could already see
that you're never meant for me
but then, still, i stayed
i didn't want to be afraid
to feel...to find a friend
even though i wasn't sure how it would end

i didn't know i was that bad
i didn't know that you were sad

i think it's better i disappear
so we will not be near

i apologize you've only gained
unnecessary confusion and pain

i apologize i wasn't a good friend
i'm sorry i drove you crazy in the end

now, like a bird you are free
no longer tortured by the thought of me

now, you can finally see
your happiness is my priority

maybe one day we'll see the happy end
where you and i will only be-- true friends.


sofiyawanmohdnor
060609

7 comments:

taufik azri said...

nice. heart it =)

beb mentoot said...

thanks :)

aiman said...

now forever i will fly away
hoping you'd find your perfect day

a poem written with heart im sure. felt it.

beb mentoot said...

aiman: yeah, with all my heart. huhu

syazana said...

wow!

aizat rahman said...

pia,
ummmm...touching!
tapi since im that good with poetry so i x brape bleh nak komen sgt la..tapi i get the msg that u want to convey.we need to talk la beb..this is more serious than what i thought and we never really had the chance nak "mencurahkan rasa hati"..

p/s: dont be sad..im going to kick his ass for u

beb mentoot said...

aizat: dont worry. i ll be okay. hoho. la tahzan :)